It took awhile, but at some point well into January, long after exams were taken and forgotten, our fall semester grades were finally posted. Ever since then there’s been a lot of controversy over the curve, but that’s not really what I’m blogging about at the moment. Maybe later; we’ll see.
I took two courses in the fall: Environmental Law (4 credits) and Environmental Writing 1 (2 credits). I did… uh… not bad. Earlier, in Term 4 of Summer Session 2007, I took a 2-credit course: Strategic Planning for Sustainable Development. I did “not bad” in it, too. (Yeah, the good folks at VLS were nice enough to let me get started a bit early, even though my application and admission were for the fall of 2007. I liked that summer class. And I liked the blueberries that were in season on campus at that time. Yum!)
I say this not to toot my own horn, or to imply that my grades were perfect; I’ll leave it to the reader’s imagination how good “not bad” grades actually are. I could just as well reveal things about my academic history that I’m not proud of. As an undergraduate I did okay, but then I attempted graduate school… twice… and it just didn’t work for me. Without going into too much detail about how bad it was or why, I’ll say that I didn’t exactly shine in my early attempts at graduate studies. Frustrated and disappointed in myself, I quit trying, took a job, and was out of school for several years.
Then I applied to VLS. I didn’t relish having to explain my poor past performance, but I hoped that the admissions committee would be understanding and compassionate (after all, everyone goes through rough times in life, right?), and see something in me that would be worthy of another chance. I guess they did, since I’m here now. And so far, in the three courses I’ve completed, I’ve done… not bad. That’s a great feeling. Redemption! I am myself again! (I hope! [Knocks on wood.] I tend to have an irrational fear of jinxing good things by discussing them!
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Thank you, VLS, for believing in me, and for giving me the opportunity to succeed and to create a new and better history for myself.
And to those of you out there who don’t have spotless transcripts: don’t let that deter you. It’s never too late to try again and do better.